Fucking up

BIG TIME!

There is nothing I can do to mend whats been broken..

Can't handle having one of these it should be removed stat for pain relief

Romolo's!

So nice the girls finished their physical assessments today, we all passed! Treated ourselves to some homemade Sicilian style ice cream down the street from the hospital.
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Heart Sounds

Love it! Bought this heart shaped speaker for my Zune for like $2 at Tanforan.

Rich killa

Super exhausted after a 10 hour study session. Met up with Rich at Tanfo to unwind, and have some beer. Time for bed so sleepy!!
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Sun!

Not exactly how I planned to spend the last of warm weather for the year... Study study study will be the tune of this suntasticle weekend. Would very much rather be out someplace more exciting instead of this enclosed patio.
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Shuffle Genius

so my Zune just did something pretty amazing. It linked up these two songs commissure's Patty Mayonnaise and Explosions in the Sky's Welcome, ghosts. Sounds like a continuation of the other pretty crazy since there are 74 songs on that playlist that my Zune could have chosen.

Dolls were meant to be played with

Meet my patient Virgie aka fancy stripper doll circa 1930's. Yea.. will definitely freak out if I hear any heart sounds!

Ripping!!

How long did it take me to realize that external dvd-rom drives existed? Long enough! Ughh i finally got one and it was only 50 bucks, not bad at all. Putting it to good use. Now I can transfer my newer music to my zune.
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P.A.

no.. not the kind that I break because I'm FAAAT! But the kind that i have to perform on a patient in front of my instructor :/ yup its Physical Assessment time; It's times like these where i wish i had someone around to get physical with and assess, lol. Oh wells its all you Ben!

PDA

I don't care to see it. Thanks.
Sucks that I'm sharing this table with a couple who can't seem to keep their hands and lips to themselves. Sucks even more that they aren't attractive looking.

Not to brag...

but I sorta got the third highest score in the class on that last exam. So unexpected i spent the entire week worrying about it for no reason thinking that i had bombed it. Still don't know how i did it. Anyway I'm gonna settle on it being luck.I can't let my guard down just cause i got a high score. So now more than ever I'm eating sleeping and breathing nursing school.. and that looks like this:

8 hours of school even though im only scheduled for a 2 hour class that day.
2 hours of being at the hospital to get my patients info (only took that long cus the teacher lagged on our assignment)
4 hours of writing a patient care plan, with nursing intervention and pathophysiology paper.
5 hours of sleep :)Zzzzzzzzzzzz
6 hours of clinical
6 hours at borders listening to lecture typing notes , reading, and revising care plan

haven't felt this into school since i took microbiology 5 years ago. I didn't even apply myself this much during my days at CSUEB. I feel like I've given up so much for this I gotta give it my all!

Oh yes and to add more to my plate I've joined the(NSA)Nursing Student Association at school as a committee advisory representative! I've got Amber to thank for that, first meeting is next week! Geez i dunno what I've gotten myself into but I figured this will definitely be my last time in school and I've never joined any kind of function or school clubs so I figured why not!

When all else fails...

...put your head phones on and zone the voices the fuck out.

and no im not hearing voices in my head, just a lot of chitter chatter going on via girls speaking an unknown language very loudly!


He's my Brandy Alexander always gets me into trouble... -Fiest

He's my jack Daniels always gets me into trouble... -Me!

........................Hmmm It goes down easy.

labels

labels i've used to describe myself in the past:

-mute
-melted ice cream
-damaged goods
-soft cement

I find labeling the not so happy times of my life to be therapeutic

ps. sharing these labels will probably be the deepest I'll ever get on this blog if ya haven't noticed it's pretty superficial

8-29-2009 to 9-11-2010

Ben, ben, ben.. Well.. Atleast u gave ur lungs a break for a full year. Ben stopped smoking having his last cigarette on his b-day last year. A trip to morac's killed it.

Smirk

People have told me I smirk when I text and its soooo TRUE!! I'd take a pic and show u but I don't wana look weird infront of all these strangers.
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Pretty Bracelet

Walking on valencia this gay dude told me I was wearing a pretty dress and gave me a bracelet. SF is too nice today wouldn't wana be anywhere else.
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Commute

Love my commute to and from San Mateo. Its just me and my loud ass music. It feels so bonito.
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Holidays

From Memorial day to Labor day it feels like a lifetime in between.

Wooooooo!

On valencia at Morac's finishing up our hookah session after grubbing at panchitas, my kind of friday.
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@ the park with Meadow!!!

So happy i got some free time to spend with my lil niece Meadow mad! She is adorable speaks gibberish and even swears. "shit" lol. We walked down to the local park, i can tell shes gonna love roller coasters she swings without holding on! Had a great time with her and Dale. She head bangs to anything metal, yup shes gonna be the coolest rocker chick ever!!!

Familiar place

Went across the bridge today after open lab to pick up my final project from my senior seminar class at CSUEB. Got an email earlier this week saying it would be shredded if it wasn't picked up. I didnt really care about it that much but since I had to get transcripts from there anyway I figured i'd make the trip. Got to the admissions office to see it compleatly empty the whole campus was a ghost town :( I forgot they are in the middle of their summer break. Ughhh.. ohh well!

Arrived

listened to this album on my way to school. Found this explanation of how he came up with the song.. freakin genius!

This morning..

my cara right before I left the house for my clinical orientation.. ughh must capture the moment along with the expression.
Been studying for my first exam, ughh so stressed out. Can't wait for tomorrow for it to be over and done with!

Bless U's

I've noticed that I have completly stopped saying bless you to people who sneeze. Can't really tell ya why though :)